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Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Divine Redistribution

Hi everyone,

We have a new story for you! Catherine Pherson already shared some wonderful poetry with us, and now we get the pleasure of reading her fiction. The following short story is in line with our March theme (see description here), and addresses the economic inequality present in our society. In doing so, this tale also gives us a little dose of the poetic justice we all long for, but so rarely see. Read and take heart, friends!

-Em


DIVINE REDISTRIBUTION
By Catherine Pherson
 
Martha Lee Hobart had a million things on her mind, as usual.  As she turned the key in the final lock to secure the front door of her luxury Greenwich Village apartment, she mentally sped through the obstacle course of the day ahead. Lunch with her gossipy friends Gina and Janice came first. A glance at the jeweled face of her watch reassured her that she had plenty of time to get to the Rosa Mexicana restaurant on Columbus Avenue by 1:00.  After lunch, she would drive across town to her favorite salon, where she had a 3:30 appointment for cut and color.  She hoped her husband Don had remembered that they were going to Atlantic City this evening.  This thought reminded her that she should stop at her bank branch before heading uptown.  She preferred to take a set amount of cash to Atlantic City, and she would not allow herself to continue to gamble after that amount was gone.  She knew her own obsessive personality well enough to realize that she could get into deep trouble once she started down the slippery slope of gambling on credit.

Holding her full-length fox fur coat closed with her left hand and slinging her crocodile bag onto her shoulder with her right, Martha Lee clattered down the parquet hallway to the elevators.  Cooking odors wafted under the doors of neighboring apartments.  Some late riser’s bacon and coffee mingled incongruously with the rich scent of simmering curry.  As Martha Lee punched the down arrow to summon the elevator, the electronic strains of Beethoven’s 5th alerted her to an incoming call.  She reached into her bag, feeling for the handsome monogrammed leather case Don had given her, along with a new iPhone, at Christmas.   When she pulled the phone out and glanced at the glowing screen, she saw with dismay that the call was from her old college roommate Jessica.  Jessica had always been the crusading type, volunteering   to clean up polluted waterways, build homes for the needy and raise funds for various bleeding-heart causes.  In recent weeks, she had been pestering Martha Lee to purchase tickets to a charity ball to benefit a free health clinic in Harlem.  The phone went back into the crocodile bag, the call unanswered.

In the subterranean parking garage, while she waited for the attendant to bring up her Mercedes, Martha Lee’s elegantly manicured fingers tapped out a text message to Don, reminding him that she was planning to pick him up in front of his lower Manhattan office building at 5:00 sharp.  That man was always in a meeting or on a conference call, and an engagement with his wife could easily slip his mind if he was involved in discussing his byzantine business deals.  Just as she was hitting the SEND button, the youthful parking attendant brought up her car, slid out from behind the wheel of the gleaming vehicle and held the door for Martha Lee.  She checked the upholstery for any signs of dirt or debris before she inserted herself into the driver’s seat; you could never be sure what happened inside your car while it was parked in the garage.  Satisfied that the pristine interior had not been violated, she pushed the gear shift to DRIVE and pulled up onto the sidewalk on West 13th Street.  She didn’t notice an elderly couple, strolling arm in arm, who had to stagger back to avoid colliding with the emerging car.  Martha Lee briefly glanced to her left, checking for approaching traffic, and then pulled into the street.

It was a dull winter day, with weak sunlight barely penetrating a solid mass of gray cloud sky.  At the end of the block, Martha Lee turned left into the hurrying traffic on 7th Avenue.  She negotiated a few more turns to get to the Avenue of the Americas before pulling over to double park in front of the Citibank branch where she conducted most of her banking business.  She left the motor running, doors securely locked, and swept into the bank with her usual air of entitlement.  Bypassing the teller counters, Martha Lee moved to the rear of the lobby to request the assistance of a bank manager.  She asked for two thousand dollars in hundred dollar bills to be withdrawn from her checking account.  A few minutes later, she was tucking the envelope of cash into the coat pocket where her keys were already jingling.

As she emerged from the bank, a gust of chill wind sent the skirts of her fur coat billowing and generously dusted her face with urban filth.  Martha Lee felt the intensely irritating sting of a tiny foreign object imbedding itself under her eyelid.  While pulling her keys out to remotely unlock the Mercedes – thankfully, there was no ticket on its windshield – she tried to delicately dislodge the bit of trash without smirching her eye makeup.  At that very moment, the iPhone began to ring inside the crocodile bag.  Rubbing her eye, fishing for her phone and opening her car door simultaneously, Martha Lee failed to notice the bank envelope slipping out of her pocket and onto the pavement.  She jumped into her car, put her phone to her ear to greet Gina at the other end of the line, and pulled out into the traffic heading uptown.

As Martha Lee passed through the intersection at Avenue of the Americas and 14th Street, a petite figure emerged from the subway stairs onto the avenue, heading south.  Rosa Sanchez had as many thoughts swirling through her brain as the woman in the Mercedes.  Before she reached St. Vincent’s Hospital to begin her duties with the housekeeping staff, she needed to stop at a drug store to get a new baby thermometer, to replace the one that had failed to register any temperature when inserted in 8-month-old Juan’s bottom last night.  Rosa had known without the confirmation of the thermometer that the little boy was burning with fever, and she’d given him some Infant Tylenol to make him more comfortable.  He seemed better this morning, so Rosa’s sense of guilt had not been too acute when she had delivered Juan and his older sister Graciela to the facility on 103rd Street that provided affordable child care services for working mothers.

At the corner of 13th Street, Rosa encountered the noxious, filthy homeless man who regularly panhandled on the spot.  Some days, when she was feeling flush in the pockets, Rosa would drop a few coins into the man’s paper cup.  Today, conscious of looming expenses that were already beyond her means, Rosa handed the man the second of two buttered rolls she had purchased for her own breakfast.  She hoped some other kind person would provide him with a cup of coffee to wash down his roll and warm his bones.  She only fleetingly allowed herself to contemplate a world where she had enough cash to treat the poor old fellow to a sumptuous meal at a nice, warm diner.  If God had wanted her to be rich, she would have been born into a very different family.

Rosa’s family, far from providing her with a lap of luxury in which to wallow, was currently burning through her paychecks much faster than she could earn them.  The little ones always needed something – disposable diapers, doctor visits, new shoes.  Rosa’s husband Reynaldo was unable to work because of a knee injury he had suffered on his last construction job, so Rosa had to pay his doctor bills, too.  The biggest drain on her purse at the present was the fee for the nursing home where she’d had to place her mother Honoria.  Honoria‘s mind had become shrouded in a fog which her daughter could not penetrate.  The old lady didn’t recognize the apartment Rosa shared with her husband and children – she thought she was being held there against her will - and she would run out into the street searching for a familiar person to rescue her.  Reynaldo didn’t have the strength now to restrain his mother-in-law, and Rosa couldn’t stay home with her, so Honoria had been placed in a facility with 24-hour nursing care.  Rosa didn’t know how much longer she’d be able to keep her mother in the facility; she was already over a thousand dollars behind in the payments.  Rosa tried not to indulge in fruitless worry about this debt.  She had prayed to the blessed Virgin for aid, so the problem was out of her hands.

Rosa continued down the Avenue of the Americas, her attention divided between thoughts of family and the task of navigating through the crowd.  She was forced to step off the curb to get around a delivery truck that was blocking the walkway.  She continued walking in the street for a little way, until the stream of pedestrians thinned out enough for her to once again obtain the sidewalk.  As she was about to place her oxford-encased foot on the curb, she noticed a white envelope littering the street.  She picked it up with a gloved hand at the same moment her eyes located a trash receptacle on the next corner.  Rosa moved along considerately, trying not to jostle into other people who were sharing the sidewalk with her on this chilly winter day.  Snatches of ribald laughter mingled with irritated outbursts of profanity from some men working on an electrical connection.  Strains of popular music emanated from a radio on a nearby newsstand.  When she reached the corner and was about to toss the envelope into the waste bin, Rosa paused to contemplate the weight and thickness of her trash find.  Maybe she should check inside the envelope, just in case it contained something valuable that had been dropped accidentally.  She lifted the envelope flap to discover a short stack of currency.  To be precise, the envelope contained a stack of hundred dollar bills.

The crowds ceased to flow around her as Rosa’s mind carried her far away to a land of new possibilities.  With this windfall of cash, she could buy the homeless man many good meals.  She could get the best quality baby thermometer available for Juan.  Maybe she could even pay off her debt to the nursing home.  Then Rosa wondered about the person who had dropped the envelope of money.  Perhaps that person had debts to pay, hungry children and sick relatives, just as she did.  Would it be possible to return the cash to its rightful owner?  It was in an ordinary white bank envelope with no name or identifying information written upon it.  If she tried to turn it in (to whom?  the police? a bank?), would it ever find its way back into the hands that had dropped it?  Rosa thought not.  Besides, hadn’t she prayed to the Virgin Mother for relief?  This money – which she alone of all the passing throng had noticed and retrieved – must be the answer to that prayer.

Glancing up at the clock on a nearby storefront, Rosa realized that she was going to be late for her shift at the hospital if she didn’t fly.  She carefully placed the envelope in a pocket inside the battered, ancient hobo bag she carried everywhere, before continuing briskly down the avenue.  She would wait until after work to find a drug store where she could purchase the baby thermometer.  And then she would find a church where she could light a candle and pray.  Having sent so many prayers for money winging up to heaven, Rosa wondered fleetingly if the Virgin Mary was already waiting patiently to receive her prayers of gratitude.

Catherine Pherson was born in California and raised mainly in North Carolina. A theatrical actress by trade, she has performed in many shows, including Lettuce and Lovage, The Mousetrap, and Master Class. She lives in New Jersey with her husband, Rob, and is mother to Jessica and Mallory and grandmother to Lily and April.  

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Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Love & Passion



It's that day again! The day so many of us claim to hate because of its corporate associations. A day filled with red and pink, hearts and roses, naked cherubim and the hope that something fantastically romantic will pop out of nowhere and take us by surprise.

Perhaps it was my parents and their love of celebration that made this day special for me as a child. I always woke up to something bright, shiny, and heart-shaped on the breakfast table. It was exciting! Now, as an adult, I always try to make Valentine's Day fun and whimsical. It just feels like a perfect excuse to celebrate, and to express love!

So today at The Veillee we've decided to dive into the theme of love and passion, and have gathered some poems for the occasion. Love has many forms, and though, according to some, we can thank Chaucer and those crazy troubadours of the middle ages for linking Valentine's Day with Romantic love, it's often good to think about what truly makes our hearts beat. What is it that gets us out of bed every day? What, or who, makes our world spin? The following poems deal with just that, and we're thrilled to feature them here on this special day!

XO!

Em



The Nape of Your Neck
By Jessica Pherson

My favorite part of you
My lips fit right in
So soft and tender
So delicate and sweet
The perfume outpouring
From such a small spot
I could look at it forever
My nose happily ingrained
Into that little
Nape of your neck




THE WORK
By Catherine Pherson

Crisp white blouse, navy pleats of skirt
Hair waves of liquid amber
Patiently waiting to swallow the bitter brew
Joyful singing and guitars
Musical prayer

Give me strength, give me love, give me light

Scent of flowers, sound of the heart of the forest
Blazing light behind the eyes
Joining of prayers for the voyage heavenward
Asking God to use this
Lump of clay

Others arriving, auras of rainbow all around
Flitting the periphery
Quickening heartbeat, sweet anticipation
Shine Your light through me
To lead them home

Black pours in, obliterating everything
All energy flowing away
So much suffering, so much unbearable pain
How can it possibly
Be healed

Give me strength, give me love, give me light

Trembling, shaking with the force of beings
Lost in eternal darkness
Terrified of retribution, craving forgiveness
Seeking the holy light
In blind hope

The light is the way, no ferocity will prevail
Only humility and love
Beautiful, loving light beams shining out
From fissures in the heart
Follow them

All of us together in a boat on the sea
Sailing toward
An unknown shore, an uncertain destiny
Fear not, for the Lord
Is with us

Give me strength, give me love, give me light

Body collapsed in exhaustion, mind numb
Filled with gratitude
For the opportunity to serve God, brothers and sisters
Thanks for all good gifts
Amen



Mesmerized
By Jessica Pherson

Mesmerized
That’s how you leave me
I don’t know how else to say it
I don’t know how it happened

That night
Not so long ago
Who would’ve thought?
Not I

We shocked ’em all, babe
None more than I
I think you felt just as surprised
As I did

Look at us now
No more coat check for us
No more sleepless nights
Unless we’re star gazing
So much anticipation
So much on the way
It’s only just beginning
And I’m glad I got you

For now let’s just get cozy
For now let’s just relax
For now let’s just try to enjoy it
And hope that it always lasts



Embrace
By Jessica Pherson
I knew it wasn’t over
But I’d thought I’d gotten close
But then I had to see you
And had to be caught in your embrace

I wasn’t expecting it
I wasn’t expecting it to be so grand
I didn’t want to let you go
I could’ve devoured you right there

But, it wouldn’t have been right
No, we’re not allowed
But, you told me you loved me
And you told me how much you missed me
And that was enough
And I was left
Satisfied
By your words

Your embrace was so perfect
I could’ve held you forever
I’ll never forget it
Like all the other special moments we’ve had

The butterflies I’ve caught in my net
But, had to set free



Catherine Pherson was born in California and raised mainly in North Carolina. A theatrical actress by trade, she has performed in many shows, including Lettuce and Lovage, The Mousetrap, and Master Class. She lives in New Jersey with her husband, Rob, and is mother to Jessica and Mallory and grandmother to Lily and April. 

Jessica Pherson is one of the Founders of The Veillee and author of her own blog, Healthy Mommy, Healthy Baby. She works from home part time for an eco-friendly jewelry company/retailer and is also a stay-at-home mom to Lily. 


Read more about Catherine Pherson and Jessica Pherson on The Matchbox!